Aku nak membebel banyak- banyak malam ni. Banyak- banyak. Tiba- tiba pulak aku terfikit bila aku jadi mom esok- esok kan mesti i'm the type yang sangat suka nag kan? Sampai berlubang kot telinga anak- anak. Wakakaka. So tak jadi la nak nag banyak- banyak. Sikit je sudah.
Dah mula sem 2 ni semangat berkobar- kobar kot. BERKOBAR- KOBAR aku cakab kaw. Har har. Dah 2 hari dah bukak sem baru. Dah kenal beberapa lecturer dan eksaited kot nak belajar General Principles of Malaysian Law, one more Law and Society. Fiqh Mujtama' pun eksaited jugak okay.
Sekarang aku bersyukur sangat I am destined to be in Law and Syariah course, i have learn so much things. INDEED. I mean ilmu- ilmu agama. I'm learning syariah u guys. This is what we there's always silver lining on the dark cloud. Eventhough there's so much pain and tearshed, much bitter to be better. It has to be. I need to bear with it because that is what we call life. Right? Just keep the faith. That is the key of success.
Not only in this stage but on the other part that we call eternity. He knows that this is the best way for me, to be in His way. Bukan Med, ke Dent ke whatsoever. Meant no harm to those who taking it. I mean I'm not good enough, Dia tahu kalau aku ambik benda alah tu nanti aku tak sempat nak cari ilmu- ilmu macam ni. But u guys, maintain. Then that's the best for u. Believe me. U're the one who decide for yourself, in every way in every single things.
Okay starting tomorrow I'll be off to Gombak. Ade workshop dekat sane, need to attend it by hook or by crook. I am forced. Har har. Not by the people, but by the situation. And yeah sure freaking out of toneless tune hahaha surround by all boys. I'm the only girl. Pffffttttttttttt. Benci. No company, no gossiping, I mean nak kawan dengan sape nanti? Heh. Tapi tak pelah at least I got 4 bodyguards altogether with me. Ngahahaha. Dan botak kepala fikir pasal ni. Uh, tapi nak buat macam mana. Need to carry on with it. It's tomorrow. Wish me luck u guys, eah?
U hate that much. Expelled my name out of the list. I note that. FOREVER.
The last part tu abaikan okay. Chill. Doakan aku yeh.