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Monday, November 5, 2012

Seratus Hari Lagi


Assalamualaikum,



An old poem of mine, derived from my old blog. I didn't write any for so long time, if anybody here's missing my piece(lah sangat). Here it is, just for you. Memang dah lama sangat ni, lepas SPM sebelum masuk tamhidi lagi pun.


Feel the pain can you?


Seratus Hari Lagi


Aku ingin tidur
Untuk seratus hari lagi
Biar aku khali
Biar aku lali
Biarkan aku sendiri

Supaya nanti
Matahari yang cerlang sinarnya
Tidak aku saksikan
Terangnya cahaya bulan
Tidak aku pedulikan
Awan gewaman menari
Tidak aku endahkan
Nanti kan airmataku menitis lagi
Oh, rawannya hati!

Seratus hari lagi
Kuharap mimpi menjadi realiti
Senyumku berseri- seri
Dan aku tidak perlu lena
Untuk seratus hari lagi 



Kenapa tidur? Kerana tika itu, kita pejam mata. Luka-luka jiwa juga tidak dirasa. Ada kemungkinan kita dibuai mimpi indah juga..


Suits the situation. There a moment, when we need a sweet escape. Even just for a while. 




 

Saturday, October 20, 2012

Street Library aka Buku Jalanan

Assalamualaikum,


Ya, saya masih lagi saya. I'm not abducted by any alien, being possessed all over my body and mind. Hehe, rajen kan post belog sekarang ni *angkat-angkat kening*


By the jalan, banyak sangat benda yang berlaku within a week. Mostly happy je semua, alhamdulillah. Terasa rajin je tangan nak menari- nari di keyboard ni bercerita dengan anda semua yang sudi membaca. Awwwhhh! Cehh, oh my malay! 


Thanks for those who read my previous post, wishing their condolence for what happened to me and my Alex, frankly saying I appreciate it (: Now Alex got a bunch of admirer lah pulak kan. Syabas my son! Muehehehe


Basically today,  was a packed day I can say. Starting at 8 o clock, I went to pidato final which InsyaAllah if I have an ample time I'm gonna update it very soon. I need to wait for the pictures first, telling stories with pictures wayyyyy merrier than merely writing it! I then rushed to HEP for debate training, went back home and get ready to go to Shah Alam for Street Library! Yeay!


My first time joining street library was a few months ago, at Barra, Shah Alam. It was nice though, having plenty of people sitting together, a panel presenting their points of view on a "selected book" and the floor will be opened for an extension discussion and flooding the ideas to be deliberated.. It wassssss sssoooooooooooo awesssooomeeee I swear! 


That was my first time. SO I decided to join it again this time around, and driving all the way from Nilai to Shah Alam (even it wasn't me who driving), Taman Tasik Shah Alam to be exact, to meet bunch of awesome and indeed brilliant people. Since it was raining there, so they decided to change the venue at Kedai Kopi. 


The title of the book was "Hikayat Abdullah", the panel was Mr. Nazreen aka Abun ( I don't how he was called with that name). The thing about these people is, dorang sempoi gila be it dressing, style, but definitely they are people with brain. So who is Abun? He is an active columnist of RocketKini, IRF (Islamic Renaissance Front) dude, few details that I got from the emcee. Didn't get much since I don't write any note! 




 Taken by Sally (:

Nice view from Kedai Kopi (:

 Green is Abun. Abun is green


 Bored Sally is bored, sorry honey! Kena jadi chaperon
 Here we are people! Happy 1st anniversary to "Buku Jalanan"




Fyi, Zikri was the founder of Buku Jalanan. Happy 1st anniversary Buku Jalanan! The motto so to say is "membenih ilmu mengakar pengetahuan". Suits the purpose isn't it? (:


I posted a weird question which was totally out of the topic. There was really something that triggered me to the question but, let me just keep it by myself. Afraid it will hurt the hell out of anybody. It wasn't something personal or sensitive, you know I'm just the type of girl who have these swimming questions,thoughts all over my mind, and it never stopped. 


" Do you think the act of you smoking is considered as a self liberation?"


At some point I think it sounds, absurd. Like, people have their very own choice right? I don't have problem with that, it's just me wanting to know (: So yeah....


It ended at 7 something, so we decided to wander around PKNS, Sally got herself a baju kurung chosen by me okay! Hehe. Poor Sally, being the chaperon for the whole day though,. This thing isn't her stuff, totally. She wasn't enjoying the session as much as I did. Sorry dear! 


 buluh buluh lampu hijau semua ada.
So we safely arrived home at 10 something, thank God it wasn't late so I have some time to finish some works for God sake, and lastly writing for you guys here.

Sorry the pictures are blur, well I don't have a DSLR ;p

I had a nice day today, not to forget tomorrow is time for WORKLOADS. It's time for hay hitting now! Thanks for spending ur time reading my piece (=

Selamat malam semuanya. Talk to you soon! (:




Thursday, October 11, 2012

2 accidents in one day!

Assalamualaikum,


Anda pernah tak rasa hilang harapan untuk hidup? Rasa macam hidup segan mati tak mahu? Normal kan kalau dalam hidup ni kita rasa maca tu? The cycle is fluctuating, up and down. Worth and forth. Right?


For certain reasons, that's what I'm going through right now. I don't know what's wrong with me.


That 5days shifted a whole lot of things. One thing I confirmed, I became numb. I'm blindfolded. I don't know for sure what I was thinking.



Aishhh, I want to write it in Malay. K, tukar language.



Baru pulang dari UKM hari Selasa ada debat Piala Perdana Menteri tu kan. Hari Rabu malam ada kelas Tort Law, Sir Azizi takde so kami semua tengok movie, night screening of "Law Abiding Citizen". Habis kelas bersiap sedia untuk pulang, turn on hitz.fm semua, while my mind was wondering God knows where, saya tekan minyak kaw kaw punya untuk gerak and BOOOMMM!! langgar barrier parking kat depan! Macam mana boleh lupa dekat parking FSU tu ade barrier kecil untuk parking di depan. Saya tak reverse tapi pergi tekan minyak! Kuat pulak tu! Allah. 



Masa tu hujan rintik- rintik, gagahkan tubuh keluar dari kereta. Nasib baik tak ramai orang, kalau tak tentulah kecoh! Rakan sekuliah yang kebetulan parking di sebelah temankan saya tengok kereta kalaulah ada kemek kemek dan calar. Alhamdulillah takde, sebab barrier tu kecil je. Dan mungkin sebab malam, saya tak nampak pun. Saya langar bahagian bawah bumper depan kereta tapi agak kuat jugak saya rempuh sebab memang tekan minyak kuat  )'=


Itu semalam, pagi ni saya terlambat pergi kelas akidah. Keluar saja rumah bergegas hidupkan enjin. Saya nampak ada kereta wira merah di parking depan rumah jiran. Tapi saya tak perasan yang kereta tu parking di depan pagar rumah kami jugak. Saya mula reverse ke belakang dan pulas steering macam selalu kalau keluar park dari pagar rumah, dan BAAAMMMMM! Saya pandang belakang. Astaghfirulahal azim! Saya langgar kereta merah tu!



Saya terus keluar kereta. Dan akak yang rumah sebelah(student USIM jugak) keluar daripada rumah. Saya malas nak cerita drama apa yang jadi. Dan selepas itu saya memandu ke kelas sambil menangis. Saya kesal dengan diri saya. Bayangkan dua kemalangan dalam masa dua hari dan lebih sedih lagi, Alex, (read : my car) baru berusia kurang sebulan. Sudah tiga kali kemalangan, walaupun kecil tetap saya kesal. Dan yang paling saya kesalkan saya tak tahu apa yang saya fikirkan dalam masa sehari sampai jadi macam tu sekali. Mungkin saya tahu apa yang bermain di benak fikiran saya, mungkin saya maklum yang saya sedang bermasalah 'jiwa' tapi saya tak sangka sampai macam tu jadinya. Ya Allah..



Pergi kelas pun tak dapat nak focus, nasib baik ada Shafiqah. Dia yang temankan saya pergi carwash, polish & repair mana- mana yang patut. Scar Alex yang pertama di bahagian depan, kalau perhatikan betul-betul baru perasan, scar kedua (malam punya) agak teruk tapi tak nampak sebab bawah bumper. Dan scar ketiga, teruk dan kena cat balik. Dah polish pun tapi masih nampak. Kesian Alex. Saya memang tak call umi dan cakap apa yang berlaku. Tak nak umi risau. Biarlah saya tanggung sendiri. Kesian umi.. Umi, kakak minta maaf. Bukan tak nak bagi tahu, tapi..



Alex is like one part of mum accompanying me here. And I love him so much that sometimes I treat him like a pet. Funny though but it's true.



Ahh, things get too personal dan saya tak mahu tulis kat sini.  Let me keep it by myself.


 Minggu lepas saya demam, masih belum sembuh sepenuhnya dan dua tiga hari ni muka pucat, mata panda dan sembab. Sering bermain di fikiran saya, something bad will happen to me and I don't know what. I feel so resentful. Tak sangka sampai macam ni sekali jadinya "sakit". 


Doakan saya kembali ceria kawan- kawan! )=















Sunday, October 7, 2012

"Cinta yang agung adalah cinta yang gagal"


Assalamualaikum, 


Sungguh. Jika punya tangan untuk memegang hati supaya tidak jatuh kepada orang yang tidak sepatutnya, alangkah mudahnya. Hati sering jatuh kepada sang burung yang terbang di langit. Sedang diri tahu, tangan ini tak termampu walau menyentuh bayangnya sang burung, terlalu jauh di awan biru. 


Mereka kata, biar enggang terbang sama enggang, pipit terbanglah sama pipit. Jika benar kata- kata mereka manakan ada kisah cinta Nabi Ibrahim dan Hajar. Seorang nabi berketurunan terpilih, punya rupa, punya harta, punya segala, menikahi Hajar seorang khadam, tidak punya harta, berkulit hitam lagi tidak punya rupa. 


Itu nilaian dan ukuran manusia. Jika mereka tahu menyukat cinta di dada, manakan nampak hanya rupa dan harta. Tapi itulah kenyataan yang harus ditelan. Kenyataan, yang sering membunuh harapan. Dan kita sayang, kita hidup di dunia yang nyata. Walau banyak mana rasa yang meruntun di jiwa, aku tetap aku dan kita masih berbeza. Aku harus akur pada aturannya. 


Andai kau tahu sakitnya sebuah rasa..


Salahku juga, bermimpi tidak pernah mengenal sempadan.  CINTA. 

 

Cinta yang agung mungkin adalah cinta yang gagal. 
Cinta yang agung adalah cinta yang membawa hamba mengenal tuan. 
Cinta yang agung adalah cinta yang membuatkan si buta mengenal jalan kehidupan. 
Cinta yang agung adalah cinta yang memanusiakan manusia. 
Cinta yang agung adalah cinta yang tidak mengharapkan balasan. 
Cinta yang agung adalah pengorbanan tanpa penghargaan. 
Cinta teragung adalah cinta yang membawa hamba kepada Tuhan...



Cinta itu fitrah, jangan jadikan cinta itu fitnah. 


Dan sayang, cinta kita adalah, aku yang bertepuk sebelah tangan. 









Tuesday, September 25, 2012

Malay ft English



Assalamualaikum,



Hai rakan sekampung! Sihat ke abang-abang handsome, kakak kakak cantik, muslimin muslimat, mukminin mukminat? Harapnya anda sihat sejahtera. Satuuuuuu..... Malaysia! Haha, *high*


Petang tadi semasa menunggu lecturer datang, ada la seorang kawan ni mengadu and tanya kenapa dah lama tak post belog. It almost two months dah pun without any entry. Gasp sekejap, baru register yang saya ni ada belog untuk menconteng- conteng. Terima kasih kepada kawan- kawan atau silent reader yang sentiasa melawat belog berhabuk lagi tak comel ini though da lama ta update. I appreciate it! (:


Just a brief update from me. Kenapa dah lama tak tulis belog ataupun menulis apa- apa yang seangkatan dengannya?


Saya mempunyai satu masalah, tak besar pun. Kecik je. I was used to malay literature writing, sometimes kalau na tulis something serious kat dalam belog be it recent issues, thoughts, books review, article critics and bla bla. I want to start writing something like that. Masalahnya setiap kali na tulis tu, I wish to write it in malay cause I may not be capable to discuss that kind of issues in english, takut tak sampai maksud kan. Tapi setiap kali na tulis, thoughts lingering in my mind is in english. I have problem to translate it. I want to write something very meaningful. I lost my capability in literature writing. Mungkin sebab I'm reading law, my mind is not so powerful to adapt to both languages fairly good. Instead dah lama tak baca novel melayu! ): I miss malay literature and the fact that I'm dwelling into law jargon, losing what I used to have.


Believe me now, I'm working on it. That friend suggested me to just write campur-campur, but I uphold the sanctity of my 'bahasa ibunda' though it's not my mother tongue. Mother tongue read ; loghat kelantan



Updates about me, I just started my third semester alhamdulillah, currently working on a lot I mean a lot of assignments. Ok then, talk to you guys very soon. Btw, tomorrow we got the first presentation 4 this semester ( Constitutional Law Subject) pray for me dearest friends. Goodnight! (:

Saturday, June 16, 2012

Dear Diary II ; U May Call This Old School (Y)




Assalamualaikum, 


So people we shall continue our girls talk(ke?). Whatever it is. I'm gonna write here the two selected pieces here. What's up with this post? Well, read this one before hand okay? Dear Diary ; U May Call This Old School (Y)


So, now let us treasure(lah sangat) it!



What A Family Means To Me. 


Family, means everything to me. That is the best statement to describe the significant meaning of family. I came from a small family, which is me and my brother instead of my parents. My brother, 7 years old quite a gap compared to me. Even it is small, I appreciate my family the way they are. Even always the time how I'm wishing to have a big family, I mean big. Maybe having four or five sisters and brothers, also another younger siblings. But we need to be thankful of what we have. That's the best way of living. No matter who you are outside the house, you're still a sister, a daughter to your family. I have many friends but it is nothing compared to my family. They're not being with at all my wrenching time but my family always does. They give me the unconditional love, embrace me for who I am. They listen to every utterance of mine no matter what is it. Being apart from my family, being truly independent, I realize that the one that bear with me on any circumstances is, my family. I cried for recalling my mother's words "wherever you go, there'll be no plave like home, there'll be no people love you like your family do". I nodded my head and wipe my tears...




My Dream Vacation


My dream vacation would be outside of the country, be it Jordan, United States, UK, London, Paris the city for lovers. Dream vacation with family is absolutely fancy, with your loved one would be magnificent. Only two of us, will make this time to know better about each other, get used and spend more time together. Maybe being in snowy and chill places at night, putting thick clothes, and muffler, we play building snowmen and decorating them. Then running together on the pearl white snow, getting exhausting, lying down for a while and seeing the bright full moon on the sky and stargazing. After all, visiting places like Eiffel Tower, experience the journeys, pray together in park, capturing lots of pictures together. Yes, I really mean a lot! It would be nice when we walk on the street while enjoying the ice cream and taking the clumsiest photos of each other, bursting in laughter seeing it. He then says, how cute I am in the pictures. Walking through the street stalls, buy stuff for each other, wearing the couple tees, sharing those reminisce moments that will last forever. 





Aha, I know the second one is cheesy so much. You know, my second hobby after all is berangan. SO, okay. That's all. I just want to share and I need to channel the stuck up desire to write here, I have nothing particular in my mind so enjoy this one yea. Good day people! (=








Dear Diary ; U May Call This Old School (Y)


Assalamualaikum,


Yea, I know I'm in the middle of exam weeks but that doesn't hinder me from wasting my time online and goofing of here and there. Ahaha XD How are you guys doing? I hope ever thing's in fine and u are in pink of health, as fit as fiddle! Say what? Say alhamdulillah! (=



What we gonna talk about tonight, err I guess it's not night but morning. It's almost three, and I was struggling to finish the Hubungan Etnik book! Super duper boring, gloomy and dull. You name it u got it yeah. Reminds me to years back when I was in Form 5, the history stuff that never fail to doze me off whenever I read em for good. Sigh sigh. I was supposed to tell you what we are going to talk about tonight. It's about diary. Yeah, do u write one? I write it since my days on primary school. I just like to jot down things that happened to me on a particular book, it's like one place to rant anything on my mind. So, since we are now in the millennium era, accept it that we write almost everything online. 



No more diaries, no more beautiful fluffy(?) books where we use to write things that we always keep it inside. Twitter, facebook, blog have apparently succeed in taking its place. So sad... Well that happens to me too. No more such thing 



"dear diary, to day I had a bad day. I got scold by my teacher for got mathematics formula recited wrong and to be worst my crush laughed at me some more. How dare you! "



Admit it, that you used to write that too! ;p



Best kan time ada diary dulu-dulu, like if anyone happens to read it hey you're digging your own grave.  >,<



Even now, it seems old school. Writing pieces of your precious feeling on diary, I still practice it. Simply because I love it. Simply because I find it intriguing. You have your own space, like even you have your own blog where you can place and tell anything here, but U still got something that most likely you'll just want to keep it to yourself. Eg; Are u going to put your crush lists since you were in standard six until now in your blog? No, right? So, it served the purpose. On previous semester, we need to do that diary thingy and submit it to our lecturers, it's for our english class. So, I think I managed to create a remarkable masterpiece. Ehehe. Jum tengok!



Title : What family means to me
Title :  My Dream Vacation
 Ze cover =p
 overall comment isn't it?
I thought of putting some part of it here, so stay tune ye kawan- kawan? I'm not gonna make it in one entry cause It's gonna drag and too long. Till then lovelies! (=



Done with it, you're welcome to click the link right here Dear Diary II ; U May Call This Old School (Y)




Saturday, June 2, 2012

Reminisce ; Vice Chancellor Cup Part II



Assalamualaikum,


Hye hye, I can't wait to finish the story! How about you guys? Let us continue the previous post. *Muka semangat* Sesape yang ta baca lagi kindly check this one okay (= Reminisce ; Vice Chancellor Cup Part I.


The question I left, 


Did we break the losing curse?

Yeah, we did. 



We won over them this time around & steadily stepping to the semi- final. That was quite unexpected, yer know life is just ironic. Always the time we got things that we don't want and otherwise happens. Allah gives you something that you need, not what you wish. Isn't it?



 Quarter final, the best speaker was giving his speech.


We were quite anxious, mix feelings some more. Not to mention we were happy of course for breaking the curse and at the same time pursuing our aim to step to semi finals. The match up for semi finals were released and we are going to go against taaddahhhh! Guess who? The team with 5wins during the prelim and surpassed the league. I even said to them, "you know we are not going to win this round. Thank God, we can pack up and go back home.". Seriously. Hehe.


Few pictures on the semi finals. Ohh, we were wearing pink. Ooowwmaaiigaawwwdd, ladies so much la pakai pink je >,< Hehe






Through breaking rounds, we were trying to be flexible, not fix on one position. Previously, Bro Hilmi was the whip speaker. When Reyn replacing him, she was taking the first or the second. Me also, first and second cause I need to do reply. Izyan, second and third. This time around, I was the second.



dedicated prime minister I can tell


whats wrong with my face? NOOO

 FKP B, Amarul the best speaker




 "yang berhormat ni tak baca surat khabar ke?" Hehe

Finished our round already, hehe!




 waiting for the semi finals verdict
 
 3 lassies

Though, the only thing that we had in our mind was "GOING BACK HOME YES PLEASE" since the morning. When the result was announced I just finished with my praying when Izyan called me

 " Tyra please be quick, result is about to release".



 I was brisk walking when on my way to the motions room Izyan called me again 



"Dear, we are going to final." 


I was startled at first but then I just smiled and say Alhamdulillah. Hehe, ye lah memang tak nak masuk final tapi kalau dah rezeki bergolek depan mata ta kan tak bersyukur? Kan?



When I was about to reach the motions room, Izyan & Reyn were approaching and we were all hugging. Meeyyhhh, of course la so happy. It was unexpected that we'll go this far with so many problems and so on. Ahh, I hate it nobody took our pictures at that moment. It was precious. Ever. 


preparing for the final, abang2 medic giving their advices



Bro Amar, Bro Qayyum, Sis Syu, Bro Hazim,


Thanks to abang- abang medic for helping us out through the finals preparation. We appreciate it (=



 congratulations from Miss & yeah I love this picture <3




So, yeah final! Here we come! ^^



Things that we feel a bit upset about, the grand finals was not so grand. Err, I have no mean intention but as finalists we thought that management need to work out on that. Last year, the finalists were sponsored with clothes, they just need to debate on that night,  we can say that dorang dapat layanan first class la overall. But this this year, lemau sikit. Sedih tsk tsk tsk )'=


 on the audio room, testing the mic

 final stage was awaiting

cuak faces, hehe


 about to start


 im not sure whether this is the main speech or reply speech

 Reyn was in action

 POI please yang berhormat!!
 I cant remember what was happening

redha dengan kekalahan


Actually, there's one little secret that I want to reveal. Is it still consider as a secret when I openly talk about it? Nahh, hehehe. I hope u guys can extract a lesson from it. Actually, we kinda didn't want to go to finals, after we won the semi we were whining about going back home and not wanting to debate and all that which I could say, it shouldn't be said. Like hey, u never asked for it but u got it. Be thankful la. Those who are in dire want to go to finals but they can't make it? How do they feel about it? Banyak songeh pulak kan. At the moment, we didn't really think that way. Until we lost and we really feel the severe pain then we realize our mistakes but it was too late. We learned our lesson, hard way through. We cried, but that didn't change anything. 



After all, we still think it was not so bad. Hey at least we made it to final. 3 lassies that got final freak, but then we were still enjoying our moments. So to chill out, we went to McD lepaking and release the tense, laughing and having those priceless moments some more. Even it probably not immediately chasing the frustration but at least we still had a good time. Kan korang?





A massive thanks to Bro Aliff, the Mock Trial judge, was also the best speaker for the VC English Debate, for a big treat that night. We owe you big big time seriously! Bro Azuwa, Bro Hilmi, Bro Omar. Last but never the least, we can't never ever repay you Bro Shaher & Sis Ain (the spouse) HAHA. U guys are awesome. They were the one who be with us, beef us up through the hard time, channelled the strength, helped us with the preps, and almost everything I can say. Stand patiently especially with brat myself, I'm sorry for that. I just like being consoled by u guys my dear sis and bro (= Thanks sangat. Allah je boleh repay you guys for your deeds. May Allah bless u forever.





bro shaher!


 Sis with english debaters (:

Thank you to my teammates for your cooperation, stand & bear with me I know I pissed you guys off a lot. But still, u did great dealing with that. I owe u guys too, korang kena marah, I was pressuring you guys, Tyra mintak maaf sangat okay? )'= I love you all.


Special thanks I dedicated to all of you guys, Sis Syuhada, Sis Hakimah, Sis Aini and each and every one of you that facilitated, be with us through the time. Thank you, thank you very much. I have nothing to give, But ALLAH always has something to repay your kindness. Thanks for painting it with me, the beautiful memories that I'll never forget. 



Please keep this in your heart, I love you all. And please, never forget me in you du'a. Uhibbukum fillah, abadan abada (:





Friday, June 1, 2012

Reminisce ; Vice Chancellor Cup 2012




Assalamualaikum, 


Alhamdulillah I finally finished my second semester of my first year, and even more another 23days I'm gonna turn into 20 years old. I'm a big girl! Oh, I can't believe it time flies so fast. I feel like it's just yesterday my mum still brushing my hair and put powder on my face but now I am a twenty years old girl? Indeed, times never wait. 


FYI, this week is gonna be our study week then I have 7 papers ahead, I wish all my friends and whoever read this post, please shoot me with your du'a so I can do well in my final and achieve my target. 


I planned to write this long time ago, but I haven't got ample time to do it so now I'm gonna share with you all, one of the reminiscent memories of 2012 I guess. And I hope it'll stay that way.


Last Vice Chancellor Cup, I decided to participate malay debate since I was a Malay Debater as well during my secondary school. Sometimes I got more feel urging whenever I debate in Malay simply because it's my language and I'm proud of it certainly. At first I need to choose whether to be on3 of the jury for english debate or participating malay debate & I think I had made a right choice. 


That day, when we had our english debate training we need to do public speaking on the title "My Happiest Moment". I had my 7 minutes speech talking about this (= So now I think I'm gonna run my post that way. 


Have you ever played Angry Birds games? I'm pretty sure that u guys did. Playing Angry Birds games sometimes, we think the level seems easy but we had hard time to pass it otherwise. Another time, we think we not gonna pass this level cause it's so difficult, but then yes we did it. And it was splendid. I think sometimes life works that way. Things always go unforeseeable, might hard than it looks and the other times it's easier that it looks. That was what happening to me during VC CUP 2012. 


We have no people to represent our Faculty, to be worst we were loaded with unhelpful people some more. Teams were set up a day before the date of competition. The only one who worked out with me earlier was Izyan Nazihah. We did research together, thank God I had her! The teams were rearranged, some members dissenting, and all that. At last, we have Raihan & Bro Hilmi in our team.


the night before the competition



the journey began here. Round 1, Win.

 Ahhh, they were tamhidians.


After the round. Nerdy look >,<


 Motions room. Waiting for the match up.
 


 They are Pandanians (Medic students) Judges



So for the first day, we won 2rounds out of 3. We lost over KK1 for salah bukak konsep, we were the government. Opening the case is very important in debate so yeah. Lost. Bites.





Never mind that, move to the fresh second day. We thought it will be smooth & swift , instead the lost pain that we still suffered but.. unfortunately. We lost with margin 1 the day before. IDK what was happening it appeared that the margin was 11. Can u imagine 11, those who got 11 margin is like 

"Assalamualaikum, yang dipertua usul pada hari ini adalah Lynas Bukan Agenda Politik. Emm err I'm sorry I can't really speak in Malay"





God knows how we feel at that time, we were crying especially Me & Izyan. We had enough hard times, it hit so harsh that we almost couldn't take it. We were refused to continue to the next round but after all the dramas and tearshed we went to the third round still. We were not doing this for ourselves, we did that for FSU. We carried the responsibility. 



 3rd round, Tamhidian again. We won thank God.



Won at the third round, we gradually gained the confident. Alhamdulillah. The fifth round, the last round for the day was against FPSK (Medicine). I think that was the plausible round I went through. Cause I feel like all of us performed quite well and Izyan was excellent. At the moment, most of the other languages rounds were finished and they went to the DKF to witness us. The DKF was almost full!







 2012 funniest face ; Izyan HAHA



They captured my whole reply speech, one sweetest feeling, people laughed on your jokes, getting the solid applause from the audience once you finish your speech is just so breathtaking! 

We thought that we had win the round but it happened otherwise. We lost. Well, unbelievable. No, I'm not bragging. Just repeating what people were saying. But overall it was okay cause we still manage to break the quarter! Yeah, alhamdulillah.


this one is epic fail picture of the year trololol


 half of the contingents


 IRDK what to put



 round that we lost to KK1




We were given a whole week to prepare on our quarter, please note that we still have classes to attend and assignments to be done. SO we were not really prepared actually, only two nights before the day. Our aim was only to break the semi, cause we knew that we won't go beyond that. Plus, all we thought about was going back home. Dah start semester holiday kot sabtu tuh, tsk tsk tsk I wanna go back home!







 quarter final, against KK1 another one more time

Actually the moment the match ups were released we knew that we not gonna break the semi cause yeah we had history with them. Lost history. But last night, we decided to just enjoy our rounds and just kick the arse well we are going back after all. So that's what we did. 



Fuuuu~ Seriously let's take a break first yea? SO many pictures loaded here I think I'm gonna continue it on the next post. 



Did we break the losing curse? Stay tune yea kawan- kawan! (=