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Friday, June 19, 2015

Enigma

Assalamualaikum,

How are doing, how are you feeling? How's life has been treating you? Does it play no mercy again? Yeah I know, me too. What's so surprising about it? It has been like that forever isn't it?

I don't particularly have anything in mind, just feeling like writing. I miss the writer in me like a lot. Life has becoming to this point, mundane and tasteless. You barely feel something beautiful, but just the anxiety of surviving and to keep breathing the next day. Suffocating is an understatement.

I've been secluded myself from a lot of things to commit to my fourth year of law school, which at the very same time other law schoolers now are thinking about their career prospects because they are at the finishing line. And yes of course their law schools are legitimate.

Few things that happened to me that I start to ponder what is the meaning of tertiary education or what is the meaning of studying in a university? I mean if you were forced to take up outdated syllabus of your professional course that might be one of the contributing factors why your law school didn't pass and you complain about it - it means you are questioning the integrity of the senate.

Or if you don't agree with the teaching method of some lecturers especially when they asked you to prepare slides and present in substantive lecture it means you fail to adapt to the teaching styles.

I mean who cares if I question the senate's integrity because you are up there to serve us the students and put aside all those bureaucracy for the sake of best interest of the students.

But I have no choice but to swallow it cause I don't want anything else from this but to get out of this place before I even notice it.

Maybe I'll write longer but I need to get straight with my studying regime for now.

Till then.